I'm going pink coz i'm being girly...

What is it in a female that makes her want affection? Do men feel it too? It’s a subtle feeling. For me it’s odd, people I know can get it from friends, but that’s not enough for me. I know I’ve been down this track too many times, and it’s not a nice one to go down. But how do you stop yourself wanting affection? If you do find a way how do you turn it back on again? And when you do turn it back on again how do you stop yourself from wanting too much? I’m not quite sure if it’s just affection I want or attention or what… too confusing. But I know I’m missing affection – that’s the one thing I’ve figured out. And the ‘back ups’ I’ve had previously are no longer around so I think I have a lesson to learn to get me out of this situation…

Off the topic, I got an email yesterday confirming that Steve Irwin became a Christian a couple weeks before his death… My worship pastor apparently verified it, but I still am not 100% sure if it is. I guess I, along with many other Christians, would like to believe it is. And if it is, how much does it prove how awesome God’s timing is… even in the things we see as bad…