How morbid of me...
I’m a bit spaced out today, partly coz I had a mid-sem test last night, and an assignment due this morning. Plus I slept in my nieces room last night and she’s learning how to wake up lots during the night. I’ll have to find a good photo of her and update my photos as well as put it on here. She is beautiful (as are all my nieces and nephews – but I’m biased!!!).
Anyway, it’s been a kinda weird week. I had a crazy week last week anyway (do I say that a lot?) it was really a crazy week. God blessed me on Wednesday night coz I trusted in Him – funny that. I won’t go thru details unless you really want to hear… I started getting sick by the end of the week, but luckily the cold and flu tablets I’m taking are working extremely well. The main thing that has been weird for me in the last week is death… Last Monday Steve Irwin died – like you don’t already know that, and although he made mistakes (don’t we all!!!) he was a nice guy, good for Australian tourism and just a good Aussie bloke (even if his accent was a little full on). Then Brocky died on Friday and although I think he’s a good guy I guess that wasn’t a big of a shock, or maybe it was coz it came in the wake of Steve Irwin’s death. I feel REALLY bad for Steve’s (hah, I’m acting like he was a personal friend!) kids, they were soooo young. And having lost my dad at a young age I guess I know what it’s like. The only thing I can say about both of their deaths is – at least they were doing what they loved. What an awesome way to go. And if we think of that in light of the 5th anniversary yesterday of September 11 (we say 11/9 so I can’t say 9/11 that’d be the day before my birthday!) then how tragic that those people died in such a way. If I had a choice to die doing what I do now or doing a job that I loved I know what I’d choose… so why do I still come into this office everyday? Coz I reckon this is where God wants me, but why does He want me here? I wish I knew. It’s not like I’m making a big difference in anyone’s life, except giving them more technology. Yesterday I got an email which as a few word summary said satan was the reason for technology – his attempt at keeping us away from God. Which in the context of the email made sense (it sounds a little dramatic put the way I put it). So am I doing more worse than good by completing my job? Ok, maybe that’s a little extreme. But if I had to die tomorrow, what would be my biggest disappointment??? Wasting 6yrs at a job I don’t have a passion for…
Anyway, it’s been a kinda weird week. I had a crazy week last week anyway (do I say that a lot?) it was really a crazy week. God blessed me on Wednesday night coz I trusted in Him – funny that. I won’t go thru details unless you really want to hear… I started getting sick by the end of the week, but luckily the cold and flu tablets I’m taking are working extremely well. The main thing that has been weird for me in the last week is death… Last Monday Steve Irwin died – like you don’t already know that, and although he made mistakes (don’t we all!!!) he was a nice guy, good for Australian tourism and just a good Aussie bloke (even if his accent was a little full on). Then Brocky died on Friday and although I think he’s a good guy I guess that wasn’t a big of a shock, or maybe it was coz it came in the wake of Steve Irwin’s death. I feel REALLY bad for Steve’s (hah, I’m acting like he was a personal friend!) kids, they were soooo young. And having lost my dad at a young age I guess I know what it’s like. The only thing I can say about both of their deaths is – at least they were doing what they loved. What an awesome way to go. And if we think of that in light of the 5th anniversary yesterday of September 11 (we say 11/9 so I can’t say 9/11 that’d be the day before my birthday!) then how tragic that those people died in such a way. If I had a choice to die doing what I do now or doing a job that I loved I know what I’d choose… so why do I still come into this office everyday? Coz I reckon this is where God wants me, but why does He want me here? I wish I knew. It’s not like I’m making a big difference in anyone’s life, except giving them more technology. Yesterday I got an email which as a few word summary said satan was the reason for technology – his attempt at keeping us away from God. Which in the context of the email made sense (it sounds a little dramatic put the way I put it). So am I doing more worse than good by completing my job? Ok, maybe that’s a little extreme. But if I had to die tomorrow, what would be my biggest disappointment??? Wasting 6yrs at a job I don’t have a passion for…
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