Tears...

I've tried writing this before but stupidly closed the session before i'd finished... Anyway, as anyone who knows me knows i don't like to cry, well so i lie ppl to think, i actually find it really theraputic, but I DREAD doing it in front of ppl. I've been known to blatenly turn my back and walk away from ppl who are obviously just trying to help. Anyway, lately i'm been on a bit of an emotional roller-coaster, i'm definitely on the improve but i think there's still a bit further to go. Despite my not wanting to share the fact that i do actually cry a few times recently i've noticed a few things about tears...

There's this moment, when unexpectantly tears well up and it stings as your dry eyes are slowly made moist, it hurts, but it feels good, it doesn't happen all the time, but it can help make the tears all the more intense.

After crying for a bit, and letting them run down your cheeks go outside, let the wind blow on them, it's a distraction, but more so it feels nice...

It's all about experiencing the emotion. God gave us tears for some reason, it maybe because women leak (that'll make sense if you've read the email) or it could just be so that for those few moments (or however long you cry for) you are caught up in the moment, in that emotion and that seems like all of your world...

There was a third one, but i can't remember it. I promise to cry again soon so I can figure out what it was!